my doubt, my dreams, my ambition, my destiny..

What used to be something that I doubt..
Turn out to be my passion,
My obsession,
and slowly it became something that I really believe in.

I believe in Him,
to decide who is the best person for me
to lend his shoulder me to cry
to give his hands for me to hold
to lend me his ears to listen to my opinions,stories, and experiences

I really missed him,
June 6th will mark the day
As the same day last year I get to know him
I did not even realise
that it has been more than 10 months
since the first message

Never did I imagine
that he will be the one
who appear in my dreams,
in my istikharah,
and in my mind always

Wherever he is now
I just pray that he will always be fine
Safe and sound
and I will still wait till the day to come,
although I will leave in next few months
and I dont know why
I have the instinct
that I will meet him there...:)